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    Gender: Female
    Location: Far Rockaway
    Relationship: Casually Dating
    Orientation: Straight
    Children: Maybe Someday
    Body Type: Some extra baggage
    Height: 5'5"
    Religion: Christian - other
    Ethnicity: Black / African descent
    Yahoo: Justificam
    About Me: I am a sexy,educated, biracial bbw. When i am not busy with work and school. I love to travel, party, and of course shopping. I love shoes and bags. My major is Accounting. My career goal is to have a M.B.A. And I have a love for music. I love r&b,rap,reggae.When i am at work or when I get up in the morning I listen to 105.1. They always played the right songs to get my day start. I love to listen Egypt and Ed in the morning. And I end the day by listening to cherry.
    Music: There is so many artist I am feeling right now. I am feeling Mario's new jump off "How do I breathe. But Alicia Keys "No one" is hot.I am most definite feeling Bobby Valentino "Anonymous". I love Ciara, 50cent, T.I, and so many many more.
    Movies: I love too many movies to name. I will be sitting here typing all night. I love action, horror, and suspense movies.
    TV: I rarely get to watch t.v but when I do I love to watch nip&tuck, damages, I love New York and Flavor Flav,House, and my favorite of them all is CSI:Miami,Las Vegas, and New York.
    Books: Something on the side by Carl Weber Confessions of a Video Vixen by Karrine Stephens Sweet Georgia Brown by Cheryl Robinson Dear G-Spot by Zane Diamond Playgirls
    Likes: My likes are shoes, designer bags, fashion shows, concerts,plays,going to the beach. I love go to restuarants, bars, and clubs. I love to get my dance on. Yes I love to drink. My favorite drinks is wet ****(its actually a drink),cosmo,blue hawaiian, mojito, martinis and ****( a drink). I love soul food. Its the best. I love to enjoy life and live it the fullest.
    Dislikes: There aint too many things I dont dislike. I hate to wasted time on things that aint worth my energy. People that aren't in to be happy and content with themselves.
    Hobbies: Shopping, reading poetry, listening to 105 morning , noon, and night,and clubbing.
    Heroes: My mother has been my inspiration. She helped me realize dreams can come true. She always had my back and been supportive of my decisions I make for the present and future.
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    Aspiring Plus-size Model

    Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 12:56 PM [General]

    I am aspiring plus-size model. I have very little training and I need professional head and body shots. This is my dream I know my chances of being a supermodel is zero. But the market of plus-size is growing and I am destine to do this . This has been my dream since i was a little girl but I have ran into scams and conartists who stole my dreams. But i have faith. I weigh 204 lbs but I am well-propotioned, fair skin, beautiful smile and piercing eyes(not like tyra's but close). I believe I can be successful and learn from this. And help others in the future who have share my pain and went through the same struggles. I have flaws like stretch marks(light ones), a gap in my front teeth,(which i get a lot compliments on), shy and bashful at times, and I am short 5'5". Which I know you have to be 5'8" and taller. But that will not stop me from following my dreams. Mo'nique I love her and her outlook on living as a plus-size female. Just watching all of her accomplishments makes me want to work even harder. I am on here to network and research on my future profession. I would like to thank for the positive feedback I have recieved. Wish me luck and thank you for the love and support.
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    Karma

    Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 12:50 PM [General]

    As children our parents told us what goes around comes around. As we children it goes through one hear out the other. But as growing up I had to find out the hard way. Whatever you put out there will come back three times unfold. For instance, I was very judgmental on issues on obesity, rape and homelessness. And to me surprise over the years I've gained weight, been raped not once but twice and I was homeless at the age 17.Karma... has a way of coming back to bite you on the behind. So I have learned through my life lesson on how to live a good life. I have did some things in my life, that I am not proud. Anything I put in the universe, the universe will give back to you.My advice is be good to people whether you know them or not. Offer a helping hand to another that is in desperate need of help. It is also important to give back to the community you reside in. I dont care if it is from volunteer at your local hospital to feeding the homeless. It is a selfless act and it is your contribution to society. Why cant make complaints or demands if you dont contribute to anything. Leave that mark in society. Spreading the knowledge to our children because they are going to be our future, lawyers, doctors, scientist, even our president. Our parents are our first teachers and it is our parent's job to teach their children the values of life.I came a long way from stripping to being confined to a wheelchair( for a very short period of time). That is why I live by the motto love the life you live, live the life you love.
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