Babyminni I dont know what it feels like to lose someone from cancer. But I know what it feels like to have cancer Im a cancer survivor I was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer when I was 20 weeks pregnant with my last daughter. I had to undergo a C-section at 8 months and a hystetecomy so I cant have anymore children. I thank God that I am alive today to see both my daughters and my husband as well as family. I underwent chemotherapy and radation for 6 weeks. I know cancer is a tough thing to face especially when we lose a love one. So if u lost a love one u have my deepest symthapy. God Bless u and your family.