About Me:I write poetry here alil bit of my poems
Hidden
Off hand off mind right in front of you yet never seen
Never Heard words coming its silent
No buddies listening no buddy cares
Just another one of them an outcasts to society nobody even know their pain. its the pain you suffer, of beginnings alone, the pain that most of us have known. social thought running through their mind because their by themselves thinking nobodies there .
no one cares thinking nobody understands you always different low self esteem, because you don?t meet the pretty picture that Hollywood holds. they wanna fit in but there afraid to try , afraid to fail because they were let down so many times before...
Dream
when i look in your eyes i see things no one else can see i see the love inside of you knowing that my heart you will never break when i`m with you i feel like a summers day that will never go away because of your warm embrace things around me starts making sense and when i am not with you is like being without air your the reason i live your the reason i smile your reason my heart will never break my love for you is like and undreamable dream the closest to heaven I`ve ever been
Gone never to return
What will you do when I`m gone never to return will you take the usher approach and just let it burn or will you take the Sisqo approach and ask you self is love enough to bring me back will you miss me enough to cry will you hate me if I left with out saying goodbye just incase I`ll say it now please don`t hate me for what I`m doing please forgive me for my mistakes I`m a mistake my self I wasn`t met to be here now I under stand why I would never fit in but for one second this might sound funny the mistake felt perfect and you toke it away yet in my heart you will always stay but now in gods hands a dead angel will now lay
For My BK Queen
I like you I've been thinking about you day and night I wanna make sure your alright your broken heart I?m trying to mend I wanna be more than just your friend I wanna be your man I?ll be there with you in the good times and bad I?ll be your shoulder to cry on your protection for pain baby I got your back I hope you have mine money doesn't matter to me as long as your by my side I don?t wanna lose you I wanna feel your lips upon mine walk down the street with you hand in hand baby can I have the privilege to be you man ?
My Thoughts
My love for you is never ending I fell in love with you
The first time I looked in to your eyes
I was amazed I never felt that way before just looking in to your eyes took away the pain
You leave me breathless from the first time I felt your lips on mine
You give me strength you are the only one greater than I
You?re my heart and everything inside of me
I'll never hurt to you because I know the pain you?ve been in because I
Felt it the same pain the one and the same
I'll never lie to you because I want your trust
I'm always there for you your shoulder to cry on
Yet she has someone else I'm learning to be patient while waiting for you
Whatever's easy is worth fighting for its the hard things you should
~FaTe~
The 1st time I saw your smiling face made me wanna feel your warm embrace
I just wanna make you happy love changes us all how
All I see is you when I close my eyes
Now every love song I hear reminds me of you
You're the 1st girl that puts butterflies in my stomach
Baby I'm not looking for a relationship based on one thing
I don't just want sex baby I wanna make love to you and what that means to me is you have to make love work be there for you
Now and forever you've changed my life for the better
When we talk I forget about the world around me
All there is is you and me you know something funny
When we don?t talk all day I can?t sleep at night
I stay up all night wondering if you?re alright
Baby your always on my mind your my best friend
And I want no I need more then that will you
Turn my dreams it to a reality I love you!
The eternal love we share dang baby I wish I was there you lovely face emotion so clear damn I wish I was near here me and you could be alone no one here just me and you baby we could do whatever you wanna do where ever you wanna do as long its me and you every body know what me and you gonna do me hold you tight baby your p*ssy so wet and tight tongue lick on your cl*t baby u know your p*ssys the sh*t dats why most n*gga can?t handle it kissing your neck slowly moving down your body using my tongue oh sh*t baby you bout 2 %#&@$! then you start riding my d*ck slow yet quick r u sure u can handle it
A lying heart will always lie A man?s heart will never die A women's heart is fragile to the touch A true heart will stay true and say baby I love you a scared heart will stay hidden scared of the love it wont be given but I?m wrong you can never really judge A heart feeling can change or remain the same me my heart is fragile to the touch my heart is true that?s why I say baby I love you my heart will never die!!!
your the one that I?m with your the one I want to be with for the rest of my life your the one I want to be with forever and ever I don`t want to go on living without you anymore I want u to be mine forever and ever I never wanna lose you again I never want to hurt you again I never wanna lose you again I never want to hurt you again I feel as though I lost you once before and I never want to fell that again
All my life ... I`ve long for someone like u ....so warm and tender.. With love so true. You`ve light up my life. With each passing day. Now that I`ve found u ...ill hold u tight and hope u never go away. The beauty of your smile.. the warmth of your heart.. is what won me over. From the very start. I sit and think... of you and I ... and wish that our love.. shall never die. Even when I cant...talk to u on the phone .. It makes me so happy.. That u came into my life .. when I felt so alone For u are someone that loves me... for who I am , and nothing more. So u.. My love , u are the key ... to my hearts door. All my life I`ve dreamed of a love .. so true and pure like yours.. and now that I`ve found u.. My heart is truly yours All my life I`ve dreamed of u .. and now that your here-and now that I`m with u ...u have proven to me that dreams do come true.
my love has reborn like a Phoenix from the ashes my hearts stronger then ever now that I have you in my life I want you 2 know I love you more and more every day and I want you to know I don't ever wanna lose you or the love you give me
I am in my heaven. Your soft embrace is like the warm sun, When I am in your arms, My head nestled against your chest, Your arms lovingly wrapped around my body, The sound of your heart beating in my ear, There can be no better place. You are like a princess to me, I admire, love, honor and respect everything that is you. When we are apart, You are the only thing I can think of...Undreamable love.. Holding your hand?s & kissing u Feeling your sweet & soft lips too Cuddling keeping each other warm U keeping me safe from harm Under the stars tonight Along with the moonlight Realizing this is reality Cause with u dreams can never compare To all the things we have shared Cause our love is Undreamable
Love has seemed to come and gone like the summer in to fall now it seems my life will end now time to say good bye to friends I love her and always have I'm tired crying now its time to try dying she didn't know how much I love her how much I care death is my only way to show so now I go
I'm crying inside breaking down wondering if you still care missing you with all my heart feeling so cold and empty without you it hurts me so much that I cant say I love you because I do and it kills me that I still love you and you don't love me but all I can say is that I miss you you have no idea how much it hurts me as I'm sitting here crying because I miss you so much and what kills me even more is that you don't care I mean I know you care but not in the way u used to and it kills me because I miss the way we would lay with each other and when you were hugging me and kissing me and loving me and the way you would hug me and not want to let go but now I guess you have but I'm still here holding on tight hoping that one day you?ll be there again side by side cause baby I miss you
I'm hiding scared alone I wish I was home I don't wanna be here I hate it here I wish you where near so I could whisper in your ear hold you tight talk to you all night make sure your all right since the day we met I was there for you and u where there for me and from there we knew we would always be there for each other till the end of time we thought the game would never change and would stay the same but real life doesn't have a fairy tail ending the story always changes nothing ever stays the same we might talk you might even try to walk a way just remember I always love you baby
You're my everything I would give everything I have to hold you right now There's nothing left to say but I love you I'll never let you go Even the thought of it makes me wanna cry Baby promise me you'll never leave I'll never stop loving you I'll never stop holding you You got me thinking about you day and night and baby I'll do what ever you want me to You make me feel like I'm actually somebody special Not like the others I feel like I've found love after all these years All the tears I've cried but when I hear your voice I never think of the pain you always tell me this is new for you I'm not like the other guys in your past I love you and my love for you will always last
Who will cry for me when i never ask for help Who will cry for me not understanding the way I felt Who will cry when I`m gone never to return Who will cry for a mistake never ment to be made Who will cry for the baby that never knew his dad Who will care for the broken heart boi who never had a chance Will you cry for the lost souls that always needed your help Cause I will because I`m one myself
Will you miss me when I`m dead and gone? Will you miss all the things I would do just to please you Will you miss the tears that I cried after you made me feel I wasn`t good enough for you Nothing I`ve done was ever good enough for you Why did you always look at me like I'm just another nigga? When I`m your flesh and blood making me feel like shyt I don`t even know why I listen to you You`ve hit your wife You`ve hit your daughters one of them my mother You`ve hit your son You`ve hit my brother he fought back I would but your older now You`ve tried to hit my sister but no one would let you You`ve hit me broken me I`ve called the cop once then I realize the cops never help
I talked back once you hit me so hard you made me bleed I laugh becauseI'm to tried to cry f*ck you remember I'm not good enough to say good bye